I have nothing to do but write another page for this site. Sorry.

A while back, around 5 or 7 days from this page's creation date, I was talking to a friend about what they thought on my previous page (Thoughts on Purpose), we had a small chitchat about the page, mostly being about editing it in the future. I have been coming back to this interaction frequently without knowing, usually with some saltiness about letting something slide. Sure, their thoughts are valid too, but I can't resist getting somewhat salty when thinking about such.

But this isn't quite it, is it? And, it is not. Just something I wanted to include.

We had another talk in which I asked "What do you see yourself as?" I asked full of curiosity, but I found the reply amusing. It was simple, but concise. I felt the need to reply back with, obviously, what I saw myself as: I tried saying something, but nothing came to mind, I only felt a mental pause: are you not, as a human being, supposed to know what you are? Am I not supposed to know the response to that very simple question?

I mentioned that I found it difficult to answer my own question, and they found it normal. I, too, tried glossing over it, but it kept coming to me without knowing.
What AM I? Why do I have no self perception?

It just feels so bittersweet, but I can't do much to help myself. Who even cares, right? I just hope I get to know sometime.